"Love Letter"

You may not know this, but every time I look at you, I love you just a little bit more! Im trying not to let the pain of the past, stop me from giving my heart away in the future. I have a hard time following my heart now, I did that before and ended up leaving a trail of tears walking away from what I thought was happiness. Trust issues. Wouldn't it be amazing to say "I'm afraid to fall in love." and then he gently whispers in your ear, "Don't worry I'll catch you I have wings!" Don't you hate it when you REALLY wanna talk to someone but your afraid to cause you don't think its okay to talk to them after what happened? I'm afraid to fall in love with you because I know I'll get hurt, but it's too late to stop myself. I've already begun to stumble. They say whats meant to be will always find a way, where are you? 

Do you need a fucking map? I am looking for someone who can take as much as I give, and give back as much as I need and still have the will to live. Cause I'm intense. Everything happens for a reason, although we may not understand it at the time, if you hang in there, all the pieces will eventually fall where they belong. When I first talked to you I was afraid to like you. When I first liked you I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you I'm afraid to lose you. Every time you call me sexy, pretty, babe, beautiful I get what I can only describe as a rush of adrenaline In my tummy.

I love the feeling, think Im addicted.