Who Are You Really Mad At?

Who are you really mad at? 

I think it's ridiculous how people tend to get mad at those around them when they clearly put themselves in a situation that wasn't a good one. So who are you really mad at? You should be angry with yourself. For not taking advice, for not listening &  for doing things the wrong way. But it's always easier to be mad at the people around you other than yourself. What are you really mad about? The current situation that you find yourself in? The current situation that you put others in? Or maybe you're mad at the fact that the people you helped out so much turn their back on you. You can't be mad at the one person that is doing everything to help out the situation that you created for yourself by yourself. 

I am doing everything I can to still help out certain individuals and myself. But I feel like that person that needs my help should be doing a lot more to help themselves as well. If you really want to be angry be angry, Be angry with the people that turn their backs on you, Be angry with the people that you help out and did nothing to help you, Be angry with the people that said you were stupid for helping them out in the first place. 

But instead of you being angry with them you turn your anger towards me the only person that has stepped-up to help you. Funny how the world works. 

But what do you do? 

You forgive the people that caused you so much pain, harm, and did nothing to help you when you were at your lowest point? 

Really? 

I am still the only person that's has stepped up and has helped you with everything that you have gone through. Yet you can find it in your heart and your soul to become angry with me? 

I am actually not surprised on how human beings behave. It's always the person closest to you that always gets the bad wrath. Sometimes I wonder when I am going to get a genuine thank you for everything I've done. I wonder when I'm going to get a genuine I appreciate you for everything I've done. But what I get is anger bad vibes and a nasty attitude? 

I refuse to argue. I am tired of feeling penalized for decisions that you made that went horribly wrong. All I can do is keep working hard move forward and hope that my situation works out for the best. I am no longer going to entertain arguments or fights. I will remove myself from the situation completely. I have bigger and better things to worry about than to entertain an argument with someone that is clearly angry at themselves. I cannot be around negative vibes or negative people or negative situations when I have bigger issues to deal with. I have to stay focused and make my fan base grow so that I can completely fulfill my dreams. 

People need to sit back and analyze the entire situation. 

Why are you really angry? 

Who are you really angry with? 

How did you get into the situation that you are really angry about? 

What could you have done different so that you would've been in the situation? Should you be angry at the people that are helping you?

Why are you so quick to forgive the people that did nothing to help you and did everything to hurt you?

Food for thought I hope you get the answers that you're looking for!